In the midst of uncertainty,
I momentarily look for answers
Thinking it would be easy,
I plunged off unto nothingness
I was wrong...
I was hurt...
I was dead for a second or two but who cares anyway?
I seek no counsel,
companionship I refused from a person or group.
It is only in seclusion that I find my inner strength
It is only at night when everybody is asleep that I cry
People say I'm strong for not weeping and for the guts
I have to face each day with blankness...
(sigh...)
Little did they know
that I am desperately saving the entity in me
It is only my God who knows how I struggle hard enough
to save my lost soul...
After this storm,
a better individual will be formed...
After all,
the best theories are shaped during
catastrophes…
