if

If I had to live my life again…

I will be more carefree..

will go out more often to play..

smile and will laugh harder..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will have a different name..

Will take a different course probably dentistry or arts..

drive and take a different route..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will learn how to dance and sing..

Will be a good swimmer..

write more on my blog..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will eat a lot..

will have more heartbreaks..

talk like an idiot and maybe too act like one..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will learn how to cook good foods..

will shed more tears..

gather my thoughts and say them out loud..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will try ice skating..

will go to beach every week..

rip my clothes and try pole dancing..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will smoke more cigars..

will drink more beers..

get intoxicated at least once a month..

I guess, I will be happier..

But I will still choose you to be my man after I rearrange my life.

Will love you more than anyone else’s did..

Marry you and cherish every second of it..

I know I will be happier..

I will wait until we find answers..

Until destiny lead us back home..

To where I truly belong, still and will always be..

In your arms..Only in your arms..

only when this time comes..

I know, I will be happier..

the happiest..