No. 14 | 9 Mornings

Uumpisahan ko itong aking tula

Gamit ay isang panalangin sa ilalim ng mga tala

Dear Lord, ibigay ang hiling

Ng pusong lasing

Pangakong magpapakabait, 9 mornings kukumpletuhin

No. 13 | THE DAWN

I have dreamt a hundred nights,
couple of them were the usual
while too few have turned into nightmares.
At some extent, I allowed the experience.
Then at the bottom of the dark,
while the moon lit the space,
I was awakened.
Everyone is struggling with their own nightmares, I know.
And it is either you hate or embrace the horror it proposes.
But the Supreme promises a peaceful dawn.
The night is over.
Be startled no more, you'd be fine.

No. 12 | MASQUERADE

                                                                                                                          

Have you ever caught yourself so lost?

Or dreaming and when thinking doesn’t make sense?

Have you ever been so helpless?

Or weak, deteriorating like a rotten roach?

Have you ever felt too much energy?

An ounce more of giddiness and you’ll explode.

Have you ever felt lonely despite the crowd?

Or felt at ease and found peace on your own?

Have you ever wished time would stop?

Or rewind a past then be thrilled to your future all at once?

No. 11 | INCOMPATIBLE HARMONY

Do you want me to tell you a story?

Someone, somewhere in my past, I cannot recall.

Turned me into a horror fiercer than my fears.

At once, I was at my kindest too!

Much softer, surpassing all sorts of scales.

To show or tell you how it's all written,

I am not certain.

For it was filled with thrill and sorrow

or ecstasy beyond measure.

It was disruptive yet too beautiful.

.. indescribable.

But I can sum it up with these

- worth it..

No. 10 | UNFAMILIAR REVERIE

Going back to the place I have never been

Saying words that were never concluded 

Whispering fancies I never imagined

Believing into something that was never seen

Feeling you, whom I have never needed

- Lovely, eternal and I love you.

No. 09 | REDEMPTION

He was confident yet unassuming.

He was my enemy but the only best friend I ever had.

He brought joy yet almost drowned me to sore.

He was honest and kind but knew how to fuck back.

He refused to give a shit but he was very observant.      

Sometimes he blows my mind and leaves me mystified with things hard to fathom.

He was a protector yet he had always been a child.

Maybe he was a little too selective but always decisive and just.
He could be scary and unpredictable but has chosen to be gentle and comforting.

Maybe he was difficult but I understood him.
He was just one of the puzzles we all try to figure out but he remained intangible.

From the profundity of my insanity, he tried to save me but somehow missed the path.

He may have lost his way and me the courage to stay

but I anticipate his redemption, and me, resolution.

For what it’s worth, it isn’t a fight without the bleed.

Manigong Bagong Taon

For the longest time, the last day of the year never fail to excite me. It is not because of the fireworks nor because of the festive gaze at the dining table.It is somehow the anticipation for the great year ahead.

No 8 | el primer viaje del norte

I believe..

Silence is always the loudest growl one can make.

And bad hair day is the worst thing can happen on a date.

I know..

Not because two people argue means they do not love each other.

And not because they do not argue means they do love each other.

Good Vibes 2012

I have dreamt a hundred nights, couple of them were the usual while too few have turned into nightmares.

At some extent I allowed the experience. Then at the bottom of the dark, while the moon lit the space, I was awakened.

Everyone is struggling with their own nightmares, I know. And it is either you hate or embrace the horror it proposes. But the Supreme promises a peaceful dawn.

The night is over.

Be startled no more, you’d be fine.

good morning thursday

Going back to the place I have never been

Saying words that were never concluded

Whispering fancies I have never imagined

Believing into something that was never seen

Feeling you, whom I have never needed.

- Lovely, eternal and I love you.

No. 7 | Todo el mundo es un viajero

Lahat ay daraan

Samu't sari ang mga pasan-pasan

Hindi mahalaga kung sino ka't san nagmula

Rurok ng puso mo, doo'y magsimula

Ako,ikaw pawang walang alam sa patutunguhan

Tanging si Ama ang gabay ng sangkatauhan

Huwag matakot na magkamali

o magpasintabi man dili

Iisa lang ang buhay

Dito sa mundo'y minsan lang mamamahay

Tumalon, ngumiti't magalak

Tayo'y magpakalango sa alak

Humiyaw, imiyak sa sakit kung kailangan

Lahat maiiibsan basta't ika'y tumangan

Lahat ay magmadali

Ikaw ako ay kasali

Sindihan ang yosi't simulan hithitin

Pait at sarap langhapin natin

Dito sa mundong mapaglaro

Buhay, puso't isip laging binibiro

No. 6 | Retrospect

I miss the old days.

The small talks, some laughs and countless smiles.

The way you ease the crap outta me.

Enthralling..

I miss the old you.

Hilarious jokes, pathetic pick up lines and nasty smell.

Addictive..

I miss the old us.

Simple joys, endless hopes and deep affection.

Vanishing..

if

If I had to live my life again…

I will be more carefree..

will go out more often to play..

smile and will laugh harder..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will have a different name..

Will take a different course probably dentistry or arts..

drive and take a different route..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will learn how to dance and sing..

Will be a good swimmer..

write more on my blog..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will eat a lot..

will have more heartbreaks..

talk like an idiot and maybe too act like one..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will learn how to cook good foods..

will shed more tears..

gather my thoughts and say them out loud..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will try ice skating..

will go to beach every week..

rip my clothes and try pole dancing..

I guess, I will be happier..

I will smoke more cigars..

will drink more beers..

get intoxicated at least once a month..

I guess, I will be happier..

But I will still choose you to be my man after I rearrange my life.

Will love you more than anyone else’s did..

Marry you and cherish every second of it..

I know I will be happier..

I will wait until we find answers..

Until destiny lead us back home..

To where I truly belong, still and will always be..

In your arms..Only in your arms..

only when this time comes..

I know, I will be happier..

the happiest..

Korean Marathon

Hearing constructive criticisms from many people with reference to Korean drama has thrilled me to give it a shot. For the past few weeks, I was able to watch at least 3 drama series and 3 movies as well (not bad for such an enthusiast newbie like me) There are essentially 4 major factors that I noticed why Asian Drama is considered to be a phenomenal punch in the market.

1. HISTORICAL and ETHNIC CORRELATION: Dramas were effectively outlined from past dynasties to pre-historic wars of Korea, portraying different classical characters. Profound remorse and bravery in every battle are being emphasized in each plot.
2. FAMILIAL BOND: Relationship among the members of the family is highly important in Korea. Respect to elders is evident in every series making then well known for their strong family bond. A special holiday is also an opportunity for them to recreate since most of the characters play a busy role in the society. Making their homes as part of the social system is part of the bigger concept.
3. COMEDY: Korean comical genre is famous for its vulgar use of words and trivial physical abuse. It will be traced back to its historical background since Korean wars created terrible scars to many, thus producing an adaptive behavior – comedy.
4. DRAMA/ ROMANCE: Korean drama will not be considered “Korean “without a love story involved. Their way of teasing its audience with superb drama to light comedy then eventually will run down to a cute love story or love triangle is truly wonderful.

Korean Drama is a complete package for me. The surprise I get in the middle or at the end of the story is something to be crazy about. I think it suits the needs of every fan since it has a wide collection of shows to choose from. Melodrama type is for those who really want to shed some tears while light comical romance would give you a light and nice feeling (kilig factor.) War movies are also worth a try – friendship and heroism are some of the values one could learn. Not to mention the wonderful soundtracks included in every movie/series - truly, I am hooked^^

- Aja!Aja! Fighting!

Success : Analysis/ Interpretation

I was again trapped in my genuine mood to write after so long. I don’t know maybe I was too busy thinking of Alvin’s sickness. Or maybe too I was frantic on what’s going to happen in a few months from now. Will I have the chance to plan for the future? Or will I just settle within my comfort zone? I don’t know. The answers are out of reach at this point in time. Concerning the anxiety which was wrapping me every time I try to bring to light the stance of tomorrow, I realized that it’s time for me to detoxify. I surfed the web and find several inspirational words which could possibly change my life or yours too.

“The best changes often start as a single, simple thought. Think big, and discover the ways to make your dreams real”.

“I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure: which is: Try to please everybody”

“Six essential qualities that are the key to success: Sincerity, personal integrity, humility, courtesy, wisdom, charity”.

I have always been awestruck by the achievements of entrepreneurs. Just admired people who made it big from rags to riches. And been in the situation where I fantasize of being successful too. Success however cannot be gauged by any social stratification nor can it be seen by the years of experience you rendered in your chosen field.

So I think through. Success is something that can be seen even if the eyes are closed. It’s something that you would want to find ways to promote its longevity. Real successful people are those who cling on the right perspective even if it means lesser chances to thrive. Successful people are those who wish to bring out a positive change into one’s life. Years may pass but real people will stand out like a vivacious jewel – glowing, bouncy, and lively. This scrutiny will be grasped by me, until I find the right answers at the right time...